Friday, December 28, 2007

Well, I can now say that

2007 has officially been the worst year of my life.

Frank and I took a few days and went down to Borgata...an easy escape from reality, and sadly, the closest thing we've had to a vacation in a WHILE, thanks to all this IF crap. We had a nice time, and just got back a little while ago. Frank really wanted me to test since I was upset about getting a negative result on Wednesday (he of course felt it was early, the positive thinker that he is)...

So, I tested again. BFN. No denying those two words staring you in the face on a digital HPT.

And now, I have to start heating up the oil for my shot, and we still have to get up early in the morning and drive to Morristown for our beta, so that we can get the official word from the RE. Yeah, that all seems pretty fair.

Merry fucking Christmas and Happy New Year to us.

14 comments:

Amy said...

Melissa I am sorry that 2007 was so crappy for you!!!! Here's hoping 2008 is better!

Amy
MyColonyNJ

Sommer said...

oh Melissa, im so sorry. Wishing you all the best in 2008!

Life is a Highway Photography © said...

Melissa I am really very sorry. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers that this next year brings you the joy you deserve.

Tina
3Guys&aMomma

Kristen said...

Melissa, I am so sorry! Bigger and better things in 2008! Many hugs and vibes to you!
Kristen(kristen81603)

Jen said...

I'm so sorry. I hope things are better for you in 2008.

Tammy(lovinthefall08) said...

I'm so sorry it didn't work this time. Hopefully 2008 will find a way to bring you the happiness you certainly deserve to have.

irishdo said...

Melissa
There are no words. I am so sorry. Hugs to you and Frank!

Deidre
irishdo

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry.

balle
hobokenbride

Anonymous said...

Hey Mel, I just read that you took a digital. Did you take a regular line one too? If not, try that cause I didn't get a BFP on the digital till I got a positive beta this time. Just a thought. Hope 2008 is a much better year for all of us.

Kathy

theresa said...

I wish I knew what we could say to make you feel better, all I can say is I am sorry. You shouldnt have to experience this pain.

Erica said...

its not fair at all. i'm so sorry you're dealing with this. you continue to amaze me with your strength. I hope 2008 is 10000000% better for you and Frank.

Delilah said...

I feel so sad for you. I hope 2008 brings to both of us what our hearts are longing for.

Robin said...

Melissa I am sorry. I don't even have any words. Sending you and Frank lots of *hugs* and good vibes for 2008.

hokie00 said...

Fucking unfair. I've been checking your blog for news. I still have hope for your beta test, fingers crossed and a Hail Mary.